Am I

      

Am I pure?
or I have always carried a tainted soul.

Am I greedy?
For wanting what I deserve.

Am I bad-tempered?
For screaming, for stomping my feet.

Am I a hater?
For scorning at those better than me.

Am I beautiful?
With these cuts and scars.

Am I kind?
With such thoughts in my mind.

Am I sane?
to believe death is a blessing.

Am I bad?
For saying what people won’t believe in.

Am I sad?
Or is it just a relative feeling.

Am I human?
For my skin, my limbs, my hair

or am I human,
to mask the feelings bare.